Sunday, December 18, 2011

Here is a song

Toast in a bottle, Toast in a bottle
All I ever wanted was, Toast in a bottle, Toast in a bottle
ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TOAST IN A BOTTLE
TOAST IN A BOTTLE TOAST IN A BOTTLE
But mostly toast is on a plate, because it wouldn't fit in a bottle.

I was wondering..

Why is a raven like a writing desk?

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Thank you's and Corruption

Thank you blog, for being there to listen to me, when no one else would. You have been here a while, eh? Me and you, we have been through a LOT, and you hold a lot of memories. This whole community has. I started off with something like 2 followers, and now I have 11, and I couldn't be prouder. 
But now cracks are beginning to show.
People are arguing more than before, and things...Things have changed so much...It makes me sad thinking how the blog will probably never be like it was before. But then again, no ones really on the blog are they?
 Everyone's on the chatbox.


Leave your hate comments below ^_^

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Imma Killjoy

Killjoy: Reference to "Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys", the (as yet to be released) album by My Chemical Romance.

Outsider fighting against social/corporate suffocation.

Non-conformist.

Rebel.
"Killjoys, make some noise!"

Search "Na Na Na trailer" on YouTube for the best definition/example.

Rebels of BLI (Better Living Inc.) in California 2019 from My Chem 's album Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys.
It's time to do it now and do it loud. Killjoys, make some noise!
The group of fighters determined to take down BL/Ind. The most notable members of the group are
Party Poison
Fun Ghoul
Kobra Kid
and Jet Star
BL/Ind will take over the world unless the Killjoys stop them


I have two killjoy names for myself, but I can't pick one. Which one is your favourite??

Sonic Rain The symbol for this is a raindrop emitting sound wave looking things. I'll try post a pic.

Static Daisy The symbol for this is a daisy, but the stem of the daisy is a lightning bolt instead of a normal one. Pics may come.

Monday, October 24, 2011

The Lost Cat

She sits in her room, quite content. She sets her alarm for school the next day. And then she remembers the tragedy. And her heart becomes sluggish, and weighted down by worry. She remembers her lost one. She is trying ever so hard, but sometimes it becomes too much. But she can't, won't cry, because that meant weakness, that meant giving up. She fought the tears, and held them off. She was getting rather good at it actually. She thought of the land outside, being consumed by rain. The floods. How would her poor, innocent cat survive out there. Her cat was a house cat that hated the outdoors, and should have been back by now. Roughly two days she had been missing. It wasn't like her cat. Either she had been killed, so she could not return, or someone else had taken her in, and fed her. The girl tried her hardest not to give up hope. This cat had been with her for a long time. Around four years. She had had that cat since it was a kitten and had known it since it was born. She remembered when the cats sister had gone missing and never came back. How she had cried into the cats fur. Like now. Her eyes were pooling up, but she fought the tears, and wiped them away angrily. She wouldn't give up hope yet. Her cat had never given up hope on her, despite the countless times the girl had held the cat closely in her arms whispering her misfortunes to the cat, and then sobbing into its soft coat. But if her cat did not return, the girl was not sure how she could handle everything. Slow School. Sick Mother. Lost Loved One. So many things...How was she supposed to do take care of everything all at once? 
Maybe she couldn't.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

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Cres/ xo

#Diaryentry1

Oh hi. I didn't see you there. Ok, so basically, I decided to start writing a diary in this journal thing I have and then post it on the internet for the whole world to see out of sheer boredom, because obviously everyones just dying to know what I'm up to.


Anyway, It's nice to meet you, I'm a lot of people. I'm Crimson, I'm Crescent, and I'm Hana. You can really call me what you want, I don't care. So any way, yeah, I'm Hana and I'm selfish, impatient and uncaring. I like reading, dark watercolours, and things that make me seem like a nice person. Also black nail varnish and red hair dye. I like boys clothing, which has resulted in me stealing my bro's clothes, which has resulted in me getting hit.


My Mam got out of hospital today. I was so happy, I had missed her so much. She was supposed to come out on Monday, but she kept it as a suprise that she was getting out today. I hate the way her and my Granda think I'm not responsible or smart enough to realise what the side effects of all this is.I obviously know that I have to take care of my Mam, 'cos the chemo makes her sick. And I know that I have to clean up after myself yadda yadda yadda. Maybe I am unresponsible and dumb. Ah well. My hand is already hurting. Ok, I'm back. I was on facebook. Sorry 'bout that. Of course you wouldn't notice that I stopped writing 'cos this is all one big thing for you. Maybe I should post like 3 lines a week, just ta piss ya off. I can be a mean bitch when I want to be. I can also be a mean bitch when I don't want to too though, which is slightly inconvenient. 
I can be so angry at my Mam sometimes. She started smoking again. And that hurts. She promised she wouldn't smoke. Ah well. 
Is it wrong that pointing out my bad points makes me feel good about myself? 
Probably. 
Probably means I'm crazyyyy.
I think I can hear my Mam crying downstairs. Its ok though, 'cos shes downstairs with her friend. Sometimes I get really sad and angry and confused at the same time that I take a scissors and I go to cut my own hair. I don't know how that should make me feel better. It would probably just make me uglier. But my logic always comes over me before I manage to actually cut my hair. Y'know another reason why I'm a bad person? Because there are a few reasons I'm doing this, here's 2.
1. To rant about whats happening in my life
2. Basically to be pitied, right?
There's nothing really wrong with my life, I mean obviously, my Mam has cancer, and I kinda hate my Dad, but nothing huge. There are people out there who are raped and abused nearly every day, and they suck it up and carry on. And I'm moaning and whinging about such small stuff in comparison. 


Anyway, I'm listening to Vermillion by Slipknot. My good friend Robert(Bob The Mosher) introduced me to this song. Seriously though, only listen to thing song if your depressed. I'm not depressed though LOL Yeah I'm totally emo, and I cut myself all the time NOT.
DAMN. Sorry just remembered how fucking sad this song is.


Slipknot-Vermillion the bloodstone mix, part 2


Oh crap. I wrote a lot. I just realised I'm gonna have to type this up eventually DAMMIT. I'll probably do it when I go to Indi's house, and steal her wifi.


I want to cry. My life is over. I didn't get to buy Kerrang! My Chemical Romance poster edition. Whhyyyyyy? WHHYYYYYYY? LIFE, WHY DO YOU HATE MEEEEE?? FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
I'll have to buy it off ebay, for like 30 euro.I actually don't care, I fucking need it.


Sometimes I fucking hate my brother. He's so fucking annoying. Sorry for cursing. I would have gouged his eyeballs out by now if it weren't for that tiny bit of logic I have.


My Mam started shouting at us 'cos my bro saw that I was wearing another one of his jumpers. But its way to small for him any way so.My Dad just came in now.
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Ok that was basically a post I wasn't assed to finish, so I'll just post everything that I was assed to post.


**Insert poetic goodbye statement**

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Brace Face/Metal Mouth

Thats me. I got braces yesterday. Guess what? THEY HURT. OLOT.

But according to Indi I am 'working the nerd look' :D I wear glasses too so...Yeah...Anyway...


I have braces on my top teeth and bottem teeth. It feels really weird, but at least I'll have straight teeth at the end of this.

Le photo

Ok, here is two photos of me that I don't hate



Saturday, October 8, 2011

New OC!! ;D

Name: Levana Nocturne

Age: 14

Gender: Female

Hair Colour: Blue

Hair Style: Short and punky

Eye Colour: Grey

Height: 5'4

Personality: Aloof, determined, loyal, smart, vindictive, judgemental

Wears: Grey skinny jeans, black tee-shirt with a skull on it, and converse-boots.

Favourite  Colours: Dark blue, grey, black.

Nationality and Accent: Irish, light Dublin accent.

History: Unknown

Family: Older brother younger sister.

Powers: Shapeshifter, Necromancer, can control weather.

Favorite Weapons: Bow and arrow, Katana

Other skills: Paints

Friends: Everyone! ;D

Enemies: Undecided :P

Hates: Liquorice, pop music, annoying people, flies.

Likes: Zombie cats, and Gothic bunnies, rock music, ice cream, people with brightly coloured hair and sexy peircings.

Notes: Has a lip ring.

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Plan's For The Future.

 
  When I grow up I want to be a Marshmellow-cat. Deal with it.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Skull-Dress pics I promised ^_^

So this is my dress! Sorry you can't really see it :L I did say the skulls were tiny..And I had to use the camera on my laptop, so I could only get half of da scene ;] I'm in my Mams room here ;P shhh, don't tell...I have my trusty shoulder bag here also ;P. I feel a photo frenzy coming on...so keep looking out fo' more posts. ;]

Peace out bog people ^_^

P.S. I'm getting my hair cut today, so this is the last time you will see those long brunette locks. 'Cos I'm also dying my hair red. VERY red. I keep you posted.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

The Octaboona, Kallista, Dragona love triangle explained.

OK, I think everyone knows its obvious, that Octa and Kallista are pretty much in love ^_^
They even write poems about each other, which is adorable. Even when I first joined this blog it was blatently obvious to me, that there was a lot of chemistry between the two. And Octa's poems about Kallista sent shivers up my spine.
And then one day, whilst on Dereks blog, Drag asked Kallista to marry him. Even before he asked this, he was obviously crushing on her.I remember saying Kal and Pine in a tree..etc, and Kallista replying, no, its Kal and Octa in a tree!! And when he proposed, she said she had to ask all the other boys from the blog for their permission, because she couldn't ask her Dad. And she asked Octa, and he said: "But what if I want to marry her? :)" But in the end, Kal said yes. It is a well known fact, that Kallista is the nicest person on the planet. So I can see why she would have said yes to marrying Drag, and I think its really nice that the two are happy. But even so, its still obvious that her and Octa have an starcrossed romance. Its adorable. :3

Is it just me whos seeing this? C'mon people, its obvious!!

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

OMG OMG OMG POTTERMORE!!

I DID IT!! I FINALLY GOT THE CLUE AND MANAGED TO REGISTER FOR POTTERMORE!!!I NEVER MANAGED THE FIRST DAY, NOR THE SECOND DAY, BUT NOW, FINALLY, THE GLORY IS MINE!!! YEEEEESS!! CANT WAIT!! IM WAITING FOR MY EMAIL NOW WHILE LISTENING TO THE THEME TUNE TO HP, AND IM IN AN AWESOME MOOD AND IM FEELING SUPER HAPPY!!! XD :D YAAAAAY!! WOOOOOOOOO

Sunday, July 31, 2011

A Cold Girl (SP Fan-Fiction, based losely on the SP books)

There was a crackle of lightning, forking through the sky, followed closely by a rumble of thunder. Rain poured down heavily, coming down hard, and under a cemetery, there was a young girl, aged seven or eight, plotting and planning. She shivered from the cold, and hugged herself tight. She had shoulder-lenght dark brown hair, almost black, with touches of auburn, and a dark beauty about her. She crept from her stone-walled cold room, fully dressed, her dark eyes darting from side to side in anxiety. She shivered again. The cold weather really wasn't doing anything for the already freezing temple. She knew there were patrols keeping an eye out, and it would look suspicious to be creeping around so late at night. But to avoid detection, she planned to use a new trick she had learned. She bunched her fists, and called on her death magic. Even at a young age, she'd always thought she'd had a thing for it. Necromacy, that is. When she clenched her fists, the shadows from the hall appeared to slither to her side, and merge with her, concealing her from the prying eyes of the patrols. It was a strange sensation, wearing the shadows like a cloak, yet strangely comforting. It made her feel safe, though it was like wearing marble. Cold. Hard. But strong, and protective. She let her mind wander, thinking of what His Eminence would do when he discovered one of his finest, and disobedient had fled. Maybe he wouldn't care. Or maybe they wouldn't stop trying to hunt her down. There was only one reason that she had not fled earlier. Sorel. Her best friend, whom she loved, but it was Sorel who so strictly followed the Necromancer teachings, that she so strongly disagreed with. This was why, regretfully, she could not inform her of her leaving. She wondered how she would react. She knew Sorel had little friends, so she would be lonely, but surely she would adjust-
 "Hey!" There came a shout to snap the girl from her daze. She had been letting her mind wander and therefore let her guise drop. The patrol ran for her, but she was smart. She knew he would not like the idea of attacking a seven year old. She smiled and ran, ran through the halls she had lived most her life. She was lighter and faster, so beat the patrol. She was almost at the exit, but all the noise had woken quite a few people. And more patrols. She skidded left, and turned sharply, heading for a large ebony bookcase, from which she grabbed a book. She glanced at its title The Dark Art Of Necromacy. She saw some people had come from their rooms. Boys and girls of her age and a little older gawped at her moxie and bold attitude. She though little of them, until she saw Sorels pale face, framed by dirty blonde hair, gaping at her. But it was the hurt in her eyes, the How could you? look that she was giving her, the look that sent daggers of ice into her heart. She faltered for a second, but a second was all that was needed by the patrols. One leaped at her, and because she was so light knocked her to the floor. But she snarled and summoned up shadows to shove him off her. That was all she could do with her limited knowledge of the magic. Then she turned tail and ran, ran out the doors, out into the cemetory, teeming with death, into the street, and ran into the dark stormy night, into which no one followed.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Inspiration and Music

I would like to say were I got my inspiration to write my most recent fan fiction, with Crimson in it. it came from this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VvIadQrjHb4 Whenever I read what I wrote, I always imagine this song being played when Crimson is freezing to death. I don't know why, I just love this piece of music. Thats all I have to say.

Monday, July 25, 2011

The story of how Alice met Rowan.

My sides heaved, and I could hear my shoes slapping against the concrete, wind rushing past my face, hair streaming behind me, my eyes watering.
 I glanced behind me. There didn't seem to be anyone following.
 I had to run. I didn't exactly have much choice did I? They were gonna send me to the freakin' looney bin. my parents, if that's what you'd call them. They thought I was crazy, but I'm not, seriously. At least I don't think I am...
 It was because of those damn visions. Ruined my life, they did. My name's Alice. Alice in wonderland. More like crazyland right now. My parents wanted a perfect kid, smart, pretty, they wanted a girl who would wear flouncy pink lacy dresses, and hair yanked back into pigtails, with pearly white teeth. Instead, they got me. Tall, with a boyish figure, prefering black jeans and boots etc, with wild unkept dirty blonde hair, and buck-teeth. They often brought me to important business meetings were they would make me dress up in the most hurl-worthy dresses you can possibly imagine. I was their trophy child. But not any more. Just to iritate them I dyed my hair jet-black, even though I prefered its natural colour. I'm thirteen, going on fourteen. Bit young for the mental home, eh?
 I don't really now where I'm going to stay. This was a spur of the moment thing, but when I was going I stole some money. Yeah, I'm a sinner an' all. But my parents are loaded, so I don't just mean the sneaky five Euro every now and then. This is big money. I'm not sure where I am now. Mam and Dad really should have took me into Dublin more often, because I have no idea were I am.
 Suddenly my head was hit with hammer blow force, like my forehead was being split open, and my ears were ringing with a high pitched sound, and I was blinded by a bright white light, like when you wake up in the morning and someone yanks open the curtains and the light is really strong, and it hurts your head too. Everything was blurry, and felt dazed. Though I knew what this was.
 A vision.
 This was the usual symptoms. I needed to get somewhere confined, and fast, 'cos believe me, having a vision in public = bad, bad things. I would know.
 I started running, when I tripped on an indentation in the path. I fell head-first into a girl, of about fourteen or fifteen. She had long, thick auburn hair, with a fringe, and a freckled face. And piercing mossy green eyes. That was the last thing I saw before the bright light expanded to fill every corner of my vision and the noise became deafening, almost like the roar of waves on a windy day.
                                                                                                                   
                    
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 A girl. With long dirty blonde hair. Me. But with my natural hair colour. And blue-grey eyes. I was smiling, and not, it seemed, at some self-deprecating joke. I shot out my left arm, aiming at a flat rock, probably from some pebble beach. I narrowed my eyes in concentration, and swung my arm in an arc, with which the rock followed. I gaped in amazement. Me now, not future me. A boy walked in. He was probably around fifteen, with a shock of black hair, sprawled across his head like a lazy black cat, or as though a toddler had got a black crayon and scribbled an undecipherable mess onto his head. Cool. He came over, and clapped me on the back. I was in some kind of green house maybe, because it was quite stuffy, i could see out the windows into a meadow behind. Pretty. Very pretty.
 And then, like a fish on a hook, I was yanked back to the present.
                                              
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 Very green eyes. Mossy green. Practically luminesent. Then a wave of nausea swept over me, and I laughed rainbows onto someones shoes. Ya' know, puked, hurled, whatever dangles your doughnut.
 I was in some kind of empty storage warehouse. Well considering it was empty, it wasn't doing much storing. It was cold, and dark, and dank. Dank. I like that word. It means unpleasently moist or humid. Like this place. And then I realised I wasn't alone. There was a girl here, The girl I'd fallen into. The girl I'd just puked onto. Great. Just great. I only noticed her, and jumped back in fright.
 " Jeez, I know I'm not the best looking, but still.." She joked.
 "What do you want?" I asked suspicously

 " Thats not a very nice way to talk to someone you just puked on." She pointed out.
 "Oh, yeah. Sorry about that." I said lamely, blushing.
 She smiled, but I still didn't know who she was, and I wasn't going to be trusting anyone.
"I'm Rowan." She said.
 " Like a Rowan tree. I'm Alice"
 " Alice who fell down the rabbit hole." she grinned. It was then I decided I liked her. Maybe It was my physicic senses telling me or whatever.
 "Why did you bring me here?" I asked
 Well, you fainted, and you were actually seizing up a little, so..I figured I should probably get you in here."
 "Well, thanks." I said.
 "So, why did you faint?"
  I laughed. "You really don't wanna know."
 "Oh, but yes I do." She counteracted.
 "Ok, but you brought it upon yourself. I am a freaky girl, who ran away from her rich snobby parents who were going to send her to a mental home because I keep having these wierd visions of the future, which always come true." I said in a rush.
 " I'm damaged goods." I pointed out.
 Then she started laughing. She laughed so hard, she clutched at her side, and when she finally calmed down she was brushing tears away.
"What?" I demanded.
 "Oooh, nothin' you're just funny. Now about these visions-" She began but I interupted her.
 "No, no,no,no,no, you are not taking me to some stupid creepy old doctor, to be shoved into a mental home, force-fed pills, and talk with a frickin' therapist, because, I am not crazy!" I finished
 "Um...Thats not what I was going to say. If you had given me a chance to speak, you would know that what I was going to say was that I know someone you could see."
 "And would this person happen to be a doctor, hm?" I asked suspiciously
 " No. To put it simply, someone like you. Someone who has visions. A Seer, or Prophetess, I believe it is called." she said, grinning at my shocked, gaping face.
I had always wondered if there had been people who had had what I did...A curse...Though I had never met any of them before. And now...well this was just...amazing..I mean this...It just changes everything...
"How? Where? Who?" I asked
 " How? I cannot answer that because I do not know. Where? Well, you might just find out if you come with me...Who? The answer may await in your future."
 "Wait, is that your way of asking me to go somewhere with you?" I said, a smile playing on my lips.
 "It may just be..." She smiled.
 " Well, I don't even know you very well...you're a stranger I mean..." I said
 "So...is that a yes?" She said, a gleam in her eye
 "Yep." I smirked.
  Rowan stood up and I followed her outside. It was a whole lot brighter out there, with the afternoon sun shining down, very un-irish weather, but I wasn't complaining. It was hot and bright, and the city was bursting with people, bustling around, a genereal buzz of conversation in the air, but it made my head hurt, and I swayed were I stood for a second before Rowan took hold of my shoulders and steered me around a corner.
 We walked in a slightly awkward silence for fifteen minutes, when Rowan stopped outside a rickety looking pub, which I assumed to be called The Toads Stool. I thought this because instead of the name at the front top of the pub, the name was scribbled all over its front. All over it. Like, every single inch. except every time it was written, it was in a different font. Kinda like this:

            The Toads Stool 

       The Toads Stool

       The Toads Stool

         The Toads Stool

      The Toads Stool

              The Toads Stool

             The Toads Stool

         the toads stool

     The Toads Stool
 
        The Toads Stool

          The Toads Stool

              The Toads Stool

            The Toads Stool.
Except messier. I could see one made of symbols I couldn't decipher.
 "Here we are" Said Rowan cheerfully.
 "A pub?" I asked slightly confused.
 "Yeah, the women we're going to see owns it."said Rowan. "C'mon."
 I pushed open the big wooded door to be greeted with the smell of beer, Guinness, Warm wood, Log fires, and pool tables. It brought back pleasent memories of when I visited my Grandad, back when him and my parents were on speaking terms. He was a jolly man, who was the image of Santa Clause, always with a bit of frothy Guinness stuck in his beard. I remember, once, when he let me have a sip of his guinness, and I threw up all over the table.
 Here in this pub, it was dark inside, which made my head feel a bit better, with thick red velvet curtains drawn over the windows, with comfy leather sofa-seats and sturdy wooden chairs with the seat pushed under the aged dusty wooden table. And in the center of the room was a brass bar. It was nice and warm in here, but not stuffy.
 Rowan sauntered up to the bar and began talking with a women I would have guessed to be Spanish.
 "Hey Lisa, we're looking for Lavender, would she be here by any chance?" Rowan asked.
 The women nodded and gestured to a door behind the bar, which I guessed leaded to the back room.
 "Now, before you go in, I just want you to know, Lavender is quite...critial, and...how do I put this...slightly ruthless in some aspects. So I'm just warning you." she explained quickly.
I followed Rowan through the door, to see a women in her sixties with leathery skin and chocolate brown eyes and thick brown hair, crudely tied into a bun, sipping a golden coloured drink I suspected was apple cider.
"Made it myself" Said the women, Which only confused me more because I hadn't said it out loud. She had probably seen me looking at it. I remembered her name was Lavender.
 "Lavender, long time no see!" Said Rowan smiling, and going in for a small hug, which Lavender grugingly excepted.
 "Yes, thats because the only time you come to see me is when you want something from me" And despite her grumblings, she invited us to sit. "Now what is it you want?"
 "Oh, well, I thought your physicic senses would have told you that" Joked Rowan, somehow grinning under Lavenders icy glare, but Lavender ignored this and poured us both a drink, which I resolved not to drink because Rowan hadn't touched hers. When we were settled down Rowan began to talk.
 "This girl here, Alice, I think she's like you. In fact, I'm almost sure, I just need your conformation"
 Lavender eyed me suspiciosly, then: "Give me your hand girl." She said.
 When I hestitated, she snapped " Give it here, I don't bite" And grabbed my hand into her clawlike worn hands.
 "Yep." Lavender said suddenly, making me jump slightly. " Thats her. She has the second sight, though I think that's a ridiculous name for my girft. It makes us sound as though we have a second pair of eyes." She sniffed dramaticlly. " I thank you not to bore me with silly names that degrade me ability" She huffed, and whipped around. Rowan rolled her eyes.
 "I saw that" Said Lavender, though her back was turned. Rowan thanked her for her help, and we entered out into the bar area once more. As we were leaving I became aware of a slight tinkling noise. I turned around and saw that the glasses on the shelf behind the counter hadd began to shake slightly, like a minor earthquake was happening. I then noticed everything else was shaking too, and people were looking alarmed and getting up out of their chairs.
 Rowan turned around franticlly, an alarmed look on her face. She grabbed my arm, and started pulling me toward the door, ignoring my confused splutters, but before she could get there and wretch the door open, I heard a tremendous crash, and tendrils of shadows erupted from the floor boards, like dark flames, licking around my feet. All hell broke loose then, of course. So much for the no panic rule.
 "GET DOWN!" Screamed Rowan, diving behind the bar, along with the frightened barmaid. I however, always being the odd one out, should it be being the one chosen to have a stupid physcic sense, or being a shadows favorite snack, yum yum, was not so lucky.

 One of the shadows slithered over, and coiled around my ankle, lightning quick, and before I could even react, or register what was happening, ( I dought my brain would have been able to comprehend it anyway. I probably would have stood there, mouth hanging open, looking gormless) it tossed me up into the air, like stir-fry in a wok, but not really. Gee, even though I'm being hurled into the air by a living shadow, I still have time for pointless outbursts of wit.
 Now, I'm not usually a screamer, its just not me, but I'll make an exception, I absaloutly screeched my head off. In the midst of the chaos, I saw Lavender hobble out of the back room, presumably to ask what all the commotion was about, but her confused expression rapidly changed to suprise to fear, to anger. I saw that she was holding a black ebony walking stick, which she started waving in the air like a mad-women.
 I struggled to loosen the grip of the thing holding me by my ankle, but I couldn't even see, because my hair was in my face, as I was being held upside down. Its vice-like grip just tightened, and I screamed again, as I heard the cruch of bone, and my nerves spiked with pain, as my ankle dangled helplessly, still in the grip of the hellish being. After a minute, I became aware of the fact that I was crying. I never cried. Never. Well, apart from now. I just really couldn't understand this. It was like in maths class, when I was groggy and tired, and staring at a problem for ages, but my brain just couldn't understand it. Like a computer that froze, or your TV scrambles and keeps repeating the last three seconds. I was so confused...Since when did shadows became animate, and start grabbing innocent girls, and crushing their ankles? But most of all I was scared. I hate to admit it but I was. I'm not usually one to get scared, or more often admit it. Put on a brave face, that was my thing. But now my heart was thumping, and I felt like I couldn't breath. I was gonna die, and suddenly the whole mental home idea sounded a lot more cosy than I'd remembered...
 What do I do? I wonder what it feels like to die. Please...I just want this stupid thing to let me go...I'm too young to die...yeah, cliche, but its true. And then, as quick as it had begun, it ended. It was over. Nix. Nada. Nothing. And then the wooden floor rushed up to greet me, but instead smacked me in the face. So rude.

   
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I could feel them. The shadows. Slithering against my face. I leapt up in alarm, and then fell right back down as my ankle exploded into agony. Its probably not as bad as it seems, its just, I've never actually broken any limbs before. The worst injury I can remember was eitheir when I fell off my bike and was covered in bruises and scratches, or when I was young and miraculsly manged to open a so called child locked medicine bottle, and drained it one, and had to be brought to hospital to have my stomach pumped.
 I saw the last of the shadows creeping down through the floorboards, back to wherever they came from. Some hellish painful reality I suspect.
  " And stay outta my pub, ye bloody fear-monger!!!" yelled Lavender after them. Lavender. Now that I think about it, thats a really strange name for her. I've always thought of Lavender to be something that represented soft and sleepy stuff. and flowers, obviously. But she's not exactly what I'd call soft, nor sleepy, nor flowery.
 "What the hell was that?!" I shouted trying not to look at my slightly mangled ankle.
 "Oh, ya'know, just a shadowfiend, the buggers are popping up all over the place these days, don't know whats up with them" Said Rowan cheerfully.
 "But you showed him!" Said Rowan, although I never heard any of this, because at that point I had begun shouting at the top of my lungs.
 "WHAT ?!?!?! POPPING UP ALL OVER THE PLACE?! WHY ARE YOU SO CASUAL AND EVER SO SLIGHTLY HAPPY ABOUT THIS?!! I ALMOST DIED, AND MY ANKLE IS CRUSHED, SO I CAN'T STAND! THAT THING HAD ME!!" I was in hysterias now. Rowan looked shocked, and slightly baffled.  "AND SINCE WHEN CAN SHADOWS DO THAT?!?! I THOUGHT I WAS DEAD! WHY ARE YOU SO NONCHALANT ABOUT THIS!!!!!" I screamed, biting back a sob. I must have looked mad, my hair flying all over the place, face red, eyes wide and bloodshot, and lets not forget the slightly mangled ankle. I probably would have thrown myself at her if it weren't for the ankle. I then quickly added: "And thank you Lavender, you saved my life." Even in moments of hysteria, I will still remember my manners. I noticed a slight look of bewilderment cross her face but she quckly regained her posture.
 "Look, sit down here and calm down. Lisa, get her a drink." Rowan ordered. Lavender came over and grabbed my arm with suprising strenght and seated me in a chair nearby. The place was empty apart from me, Rowan, Lavender, and the Spanish waitress Lisa. Lisa looked up from were she was sweeping up some shattered glass, and scurried over to get me some water. I calmed myself down and sipped my water patiently.
 " So now that I have ceased screaming, would any one of you care to inform me of what the hell just happened?" I said, keeping my vioce level.
 "Well, The shadows attacked, and you were whipped into the air, ankle crushed..." Rowan trailed off when she saw the look I was giving her.
 "I'd gathered as much" I said through gritted teeth.
  "Well, its ok now, because its gone, and won't be coming back any time soon, thanks to you." Rowan smiled warmly.
  " Me? The only thing I did was scream, cry, and have my ankle broken" I stared down at it in dismayal.
  "Yes, but what else did you do? Think...You wanted it to let you go right? And you asked it to let you go...So it did." Said Rowan
  " Ok...I'm not really sure how to react to this..." I said.
  " Look, to make a long story short, you have a minimal amount of mind control abilities, which are heightened at times when you are feeling strong emotions. Like fear." Lavender said bluntly, looking steadily at me waiting for my reaction.
" YEEEEAH!!!!" I punched the air in happiness. "All my life I have been cursed with such a stupid worthless power that I don't even like, but now I have mind control!!! AWESOME!!!" I screamed.
 Lavender and Rowan had the most baffled and bewildered looks on their faces you can possibly imagine.
 "Oi, don't get cocky. Anyway, I could have stopped it if I'de wanted, it just took me by suprise." added Rowan indignitly.
 "Oh, yeah, right, of course, and don't bother with all that sarcasm is the lowest form of wit crap" I laughed. " GET DOWN!!" I imitated her screaming voice when she had dived behind the counter, sniggering all the while.
 "No, really, look at this!" She said. She began to stare at the ground in a kind of creepy way, and then started moving her hands in an intricate motion, almost like a dance, and then suddenly a vine erupted out of the ground, and started to mirror her movements. She let it fall after a few seconds, and smiled smugly at my face.
 "That. Is. So. COOL!" I yelled.
 " Show off..." I heard Lavender mutter.
 " How'd you do that?" I questioned.
 In reply however, she merely tapped her finger to the side of her nose.
 There was a slightly awkward silence then.
 "Well...I guess I had better be off then...Ya'know, gotta find a place to stay...Unless of course..." I left the sentence hanging, and stared directly at Rowan. When she didn't respond, I said " I would be awesome if I knew someone who I could stay with" I said and coughed twice, and in between coughs I said hint hint.
 " Well, you know, you could always stay with me." Said Rowan.
 If I could have jumped I would have, but the ankle you know...
 "Oh yes, yes, yes please!!!" I squealed, and wrapped my arms around her for a hug.

 My other life was like a faded photo now. It seemed a million years ago, even though it was mere hours. And although I had been thrust into a world of freaky/cool powers, animated shadows that toss innocent girls like stirfry, and dancing vines, when I look back on today, lying on Rowans couch, which I was using as a makeshift bed, ankle in bandage after Rowans attempt at stablising it till we got a chance for hospital, I really don't recall ever being happier.
                                                                                                       To Be Continued..

Cold Crimson (SP Fan-fiction)

***UPDATE***

There was a crackle of lightning, forking through the sky, followed closely by a rumble of thunder. Rain poured down heavily, coming down hard, and under a cemetery, there was a young girl, aged seven or eight, plotting and planning. She shivered from the cold, and hugged herself tight. She had shoulder-lenght dark brown hair, almost black, with touches of auburn, and a dark beauty about her. She crept from her stone-walled cold room, fully dressed, her dark eyes darting from side to side in anxiety. She shivered again. The cold weather really wasn't doing anything for the already freezing temple. She knew there were patrols keeping an eye out, and it would look suspicious to be creeping around so late at night. But to avoid detection, she planned to use a new trick she had learned. She bunched her fists, and called on her death magic. Even at a young age, she'd always thought she'd had a thing for it. Necromacy, that is. When she clenched her fists, the shadows from the hall appeared to slither to her side, and merge with her, concealing her from the prying eyes of the patrols. It was a strange sensation, wearing the shadows like a cloak, yet strangely comforting. It made her feel safe, though it was like wearing marble. Cold. Hard. But strong, and protective. She let her mind wander, thinking of what His Eminence would do when he discovered one of his finest, and disobedient had fled. Maybe he wouldn't care. Or maybe they wouldn't stop trying to hunt her down. There was only one reason that she had not fled earlier. Sorel. Her best friend, whom she loved, but it was Sorel who so strictly followed the Necromancer teachings, that she so strongly disagreed with. This was why, regretfully, she could not inform her of her leaving. She wondered how she would react. She knew Sorel had little friends, so she would be lonely, but surely she would adjust-
 "Hey!" There came a shout to snap the girl from her daze. She had been letting her mind wander and therefore let her guise drop. The patrol ran for her, but she was smart. She knew he would not like the idea of attacking a seven year old. She smiled and ran, ran through the halls she had lived most her life. She was lighter and faster, so beat the patrol. She was almost at the exit, but all the noise had woken quite a few people. And more patrols. She skidded left, and turned sharply, heading for a large ebony bookcase, from which she grabbed a book. She glanced at its title The Dark Art Of Necromacy. She saw some people had come from their rooms. Boys and girls of her age and a little older gawped at her moxie and bold attitude. She though little of them, until she saw Sorels pale face, framed by dirty blonde hair, gaping at her. But it was the hurt in her eyes, the How could you? look that she was giving her, the look that sent daggers of ice into her heart. She faltered for a second, but a second was all that was needed by the patrols. One leaped at her, and because she was so light knocked her to the floor. But she snarled and summoned up shadows to shove him off her. That was all she could do with her limited knowledge of the magic. Then she turned tail and ran, ran out the doors, out into the cemetory, teeming with death, into the street, and ran into the dark stormy night, into which no one followed.

P.S.

You can call me C, to avoid confusion, because both names begin with C. :)

I have something to say

As you may have noticed, I changed my name, from Crescent Nightmare, to Crimson Nightmare. I am geniunly sorry, to those I have confused, I this post is to say that I am still the same person, and this isn't a diffrent blog or anything. Ok, I would like to state my reasons for my name change. Firstly, I hate the name Crescent. I'm sorry but, its just not for me, and it didn't make any sense to me. But then I stumbled across the name Crimson, and immediatly fell in love with it :) And I think that Crimson Nightmare makes sooo much more sense, because it makes me think of someone having a nightmare that involves blood, which is red, or CRIMSON. You see where im going with this? :D
I would like to put out a massive apoligy to Dragona, whom I know is sensitive to these things. And also to Kallista, because I know shes so nice that she would try to be on pines side and mine too. But its ok Kal, I don't mind. And Pine im really not trying to start a fight, your my friend, and I don't like seeing you upset, but I'm not changing my name back, and thats final. You can ban me from Aquilas blog, and you can ban me from the Overflow blog, but thats ok, because I know that your sensitive to these things. Thats all I wanted to say really. Bye.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Sorry For The Deprivation..

..Of le blog that is. I have been kinda busy. My cousin stayed over for 5 days and..well I've just been generelly busy, but I have some awesomesauce incarnate news..:D I can barely contain my excitment, really, because I have loadsa new projects for le blog!! :D Like in saw Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2, and am writing a review on it, though every time I write a review, it turns out to be a summary, but whenever I have the time I will finish it and post it here. I also have LOADS of EPIC ideas for fan-fics, and you have no idea how much its exciting me, seriously, I CANNOT wait to get writing again, cos its been so long, because I took a break from my writing course which I have been going to for FIVE years. I just realised that. Since I'm 13, and have been going since I was 9 etc. Any way I miss it so..Yeah. My cousin is so common, but she denies it, and its just SOOO funny XD. Anyway, guess what? Someone threw an apple at my face today, and it HURT. ALOT. And I NEVER cry, but I started bawling like a baby, and it was plain embarresing. But I blame D. Thats code-name for the person who threw it on me. But I leave you with this...CHOCOLATE RAIN, CHOCOLATE RAIN, SOME STAY DRY WHILST OTHERS FEEL THE PAIN, OF CHOCOLATE RAAAAAIN!!

Monday, July 11, 2011

Don't f****** cry...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCNHVMIYqiA

I'm trying so hard to not cry..but its all over in a matter of days!! My whole childhood!! It means so much...FFUUUUUUUUUU I'm actually crying right now, listening to that song..It holds so many childhood memories, and means so much to me..I DON'T WANT THE MAGIC TO END. But I will never ever again feel the excitment of a new Harry Potter movie ever again, or here this wonderful music accomanying a new movie...I can't believe I'm actually crying...:'( I can't believe its ending..its so surreal...There are just no word to describe what something as small and insignificant as a movie means to me. I have grown up with these movies. I saw the first one when I was three years old, and since then I have continually watched the movies and as I did I grew up, and so did the characters. Now I have to go and listen to this song over and over and over and over etc because I want to relieve my childhood so bad, this is what I am doing. And crying. :'l

Friday, July 8, 2011

AHDFNENFHJEBVJIEHFBHVOMG SKULL-DRESS!!

I bought a dress, covered with teeny little skulls all over it, and its bweautiful!! I just had to tell youuuuuus. May post a pic if your good ;D

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Swagger Jagger

Swagger Jagger. Cher Lloyds new song. I have just viewed it on youtube. And my reaction..?

Oh Dear.

I'm going to be honest with you here. Rebecca Blacks Friday was better than this. Seriously. Its at that rate. Now, I have absalutly NO idea what the HELL she was doing during the duration of that music video. All I know was that I would have thought it was illegal to use dead cats as hair extensions..?
Most of the music/noise in this is basiclly a horn, or siren, which just iritates me. And she seems to think that I " Can't stop lookin' at me, staring at me, be what I be!" Talk about bad vocab skills. I don't "be what she be. That makes no sense, whatsoever. I think Miss. Lloyd needs to speak to Indi, and get some real songwriting skills. And I'd really rather not look at her..And I suppose when she says we're writing about her and tweeting about her, yes thats true, though she doesn't seem to realise that its not always nice things we write about you Miss. Lloyd..
And those signature loop earings, bandana used as a hairband, worringingly strange facial expressions, and the adidas looking brand shoes...all obvious signs of her being, to put it simply, a chav. And then for her song, to take a worst turn. At the start its quick, and rough, and then it slows down abruptly, leaving me quite baffled, as she wails "Swagger Jagger, swagger jagger, you should get sooome of your own." Maybe we would if any of us actually knew what it was..Maybe its a disease involving too much adidas and foundation...And when she says "GET ON THE FLAAAAAW!!" I can't help but burst out laughing at the way she says floor. Flaaaaw!!
And then at the end shes pressing some buttons on her ipod, and then picks up a boombox as if people actually still walk down the street with those, but it makes no sense why she would need a boombox if she has in ipod. But all in all, she hasn't done her self any favours. There were so many things wrong with it. 
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And so there was my crippling review of swagger jagger. I think Cher Lloyd is the definition of a tangerine whos not orange. she has all the other qualities..
To see Swagger Jagger for yourself, click here! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdbyG2MrBHk 
(Warning, viewing this content may cause distress, and mental scarring. Viewer discretion is strongly advised)

Monday, July 4, 2011

Guess What??

 I joined twitter! :) How exciting, I know, because you guys just NEEDED to know that :P

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Emptyness

I am filled with an ice-cold dread, knowing it is too late to undo what I have done. I am impossibly alone in this world, as the water pours down my face and body, I slump against the wall, wishing unto no end that the darkness, the blackness, take me, and envelope me into its welcoming arms. I feel hollow inside. There is nothing. Just the memories I try to ignore, and ignorance is bliss. But not for long, and never for me. I can never escape what I've done. The memories will torment me forever, and when the sun rises, it will come back all too fast, and the pain will resume. There is no reasurring me. And there is no one who can. No one who knows.
I am impossibly alone in this world.

Friday, July 1, 2011

Sometimes, it hurts

The bruises you inflicts don't last forever. But your harsh words cut me like knives, their memory fresh in my mind every time I see you. So I walk alone, away into the dark empty cold night, tears pooling in my eyes. Only to have to return to my prison, to have to face your cold words once more.

Friday, June 24, 2011

Um...Well this is awkward...I have something to say...

*sigh* I'm not good at stuff like this...But..here goes...

I'm sorry. There. Happy?

I apoligise for my latest post 'cos I was wrong. Pottermore is actually awesomenescafe. If I had been bothered enough, and researched it a bit more I would have known all this:


1) It actually is kind of an RPG You get sorted into a house and get to go  to Diagon Alley and choose a wand and all *tries to contain excitment*
2) On the 31st of July, the first 1 million people to complete an online challenge will get to enter pottermore early and help shape the website *shakes with excitment* I MUST be one of that million. If only I knew what the challenge was?
3) I saw pics of what some features of the website will look like, and man, its gonna be amazing :D
4) You choose a magical username..OK I'm not sure what that means but it sounds cool...

So yeah, now my whole life is leading towards the 31st July, Harrys B-day. I would be an AWESOMENESCAFE choice to help chape the website. I'm such a huge fan and have been since I was a little girl. I must be in teh 1 million. Can't wait bog-people >^.^<

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Dissapointment...

 That is all I can feel. Disapointment coursing through my baody, at the pottermore website. How could J.K. do this? She has never disapointed me in my life, until now. I can't believe it. I mean its ok to go and open up a website like that, but to make a HUGE deal, with a countdown etc, and then to sell some crummy e-book, and pretty much just try to make more money by selling audio books and e-books? tut tut is all I can say. We all wanted a new book, or an RPG or something worth-while. But now we get a website that has the same HP stories that you can easily just get from the library, and some extra little facts about the wizard world, which isn't too bad, but not worth making a huge deal out of. I'm still foggy on what the website actually is, cos she said its the same stories with a few crucil details, the most important, is you. Now what the HELL does that mean?!?!?! Xpose was saying it could be a cross between a HP encyclopedia, and a HP facebook, with forums and such maybe? I don't know, but I YEARN for an RPG and was bitterly let down today. And the fact that the site doesn't even properly open till October is a further crime. Im so sad,

Crescent :(

OMGOMGOMG *SCREAMS MANICALLY* YIPPPPPPPEEEEEE!!1 WOOOOOHOOOO!!! *EXCITMENT!!!

Ok, so your probably wondering why it seems I have a screw loose :)
Well, isn't it obvious? What happens today, at presicly 12 oclock? POTTERMORE!! We finally find out what it is!! OMG got up at the crack of dawn to prepare! Put on my finest black gress, grey long-socks, red-lipstick, black bow on my head, and black lacy gloves. The only thing Im missing is a familiar and a wand. Im really really really hoping it will be an animated RPG thing, were you get to make your own charater and start in first year and walk the streets of diagon alley, and hogsmead, and go to lessons, and wonder the halls of Hogwarts. THAT IS MY DREAM PEOPLE!! I LIVE FOR TODAY!! So if you want to watch the countdown as I am, go to: http://www.youtube.com/JKRowlingAnnounces

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

OK, guys, the weekly qoute...

I forgot all about that, so to make up for all the weeks iv missed I'll give you lots of quotes in my next post I ppromise :)

Sunday, June 19, 2011

I've just realised that today I have had the shittiest day ever...

Its true. Today was awful. I got asked out by my ex who I dont like, and accidently said yes, and had to crush his happiness and tell him how I really feel. Then I got depresses after reading Kallistas amazing post, and never smiled, fo I was too worried about her, and then My exs best friend said he likes me (Now I REALLY dont like him) and that my ex only asked me out to annoy him, and our conversation ended with him telling me: F**K OFF AND F**K YOU!!!

And then I went on Facebook, and started chatting to this guy I have liked for a really long time and I finally came out and told him I really like him, and he said this: Sorry i have a girlfriend.
-_- And whats weird is his relashionship status says single, although I read some comments from a while ago and he said he was missing someone called Sinead...But yeah. I kind of hate my life right now its sucks ass. All I wanna do is crawl into a hole and become a hermit, or never leave my house again, or move to Antartica, and live with the penguins far away from society. I have had the worst, mosst crappiest, most shittiest day ever.

Now, if you'll exscuse me, I have to go cry myself to sleep.

Kallista. Read this...

Kallista.

I read your new post. It was heart-wrenching. My eyes are tearing up right now. I feel your pain, through the power of your writing. What your parents did to you is disgustingly selfish. They dont deserve a beautiful person like you. You constantly amaze me with your kindness, bravery, and emotion. And most of all the love. No one, espicecally someone like you, should have to expierence the kind of abuse you have. They are monsters. That is the only word that sums it up. And one day, I know, I feel it, that you will travel to this place, this place you speak of, were the sun kisses the sand. Because your just a kaleidiscope of colours. Everything about you. And you are loved. You are a loved person. Never forget that. We love you kallista, with all our hearts. And we care, care so much, more that you could imagine. So don't do anything stupid. Like hurt yourself. You have already been hurt. No need for more hurt.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

*Sobs* I HAVE MISSED YOU ALL SO MUCH!!!

I would like to start this post by saying I am so sorry for my absense and I can explain it. Ok Crescent, deep breath...and begin.

  When I came back from my trip to Newry for my b-day with Indi, which was like in April, my brother lost the internet conection, and I was blamed, and he found it, and then I was banned from the internet for two months. I still don't know who I got through it. So that explains some of my absence. And then when I was finally un banned I whipped out my labtop but I had no battrey, and guess what?

    I lost my charger.

So I still havent found it, and whilst my brother is out doing he Exams (Im finished school now)
and my mother is in work, I snuck into his room, and stole his labtop. I couldnt ask him to borrow it, cos he would say no, cos I didnt let him use my labtop. Karma.
 But yeah, because of all this, Im going to have some trouble blogging, but I'll try my best to fing my charger. I would also like to say that I heard about the thing with Kallista, and Im in awe with what you guys did that was AMAZING a true showing of friendship. Now I know if anyone I know in person, not including Indi, found out about my blog, (in other words, my Mam, she would ban me from it and delete it on the spot) I know that you guys would come to my rescue just as you did Kallista. And I would like to say, Kallista is amazing, and the kindest person I know, and its an honour knowing her, so I dont know why her parents think what they do, because Im a better person because of her.Now I have to go. My heart is racing and my hands are shaking, because I think I heard my door opening and if anyone sees my on the blog im in huge troujble especially cos im on my bros comp. OMG its so hard to type when your hands are shaking...

Hope to talk to you soon, love you all xxx
Crescent

Thursday, May 26, 2011

   "My glasses are like a drug to me."
                                  -Crescent, said to Indi

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Random Weekly Quote

  "Being an 80 year old paedophile... I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER"
                                                                                               -Indi